Hello mere mortals that may stumble across this page sometime in the distant future.
I have more or less abandoned this link for now and moved on to stranger pastures.
I will now be writing on my day to day, week to week adventures on a new blog.
Those of you who I know follow me will automatically be invited soon.
It was a fun and inspiring experience writing within this frame.
I am now off to build new and sturdier ones in a new place.
All the best to us both for the unknown that lies ahead.
Find me if you can, and stick around if you do.
Good bye and good luck.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
Again
i have taken to drinking coke again
between mouthful of smoke and ash
black simmering on my lips
a phlegum cough
as i splatter all my plans onto a used napkin
this city personifies me for another year
and i rabble endlesly to any soul i meet
on politics, on semiotics, on philates and fishes
on the correct manner of looking at life
and why i dont vote but they should
i seek out endless audiences
with few filled out chairs
and even lesser filled out heads
of rapturous laughters and a knowing head shake
gloriously embracing me in its wake
you give me another disarming look
expecting my guilt to humble me
i feel nothing
time running parallel to my days
as i fail to care, once again.
- August '08
between mouthful of smoke and ash
black simmering on my lips
a phlegum cough
as i splatter all my plans onto a used napkin
this city personifies me for another year
and i rabble endlesly to any soul i meet
on politics, on semiotics, on philates and fishes
on the correct manner of looking at life
and why i dont vote but they should
i seek out endless audiences
with few filled out chairs
and even lesser filled out heads
of rapturous laughters and a knowing head shake
gloriously embracing me in its wake
you give me another disarming look
expecting my guilt to humble me
i feel nothing
time running parallel to my days
as i fail to care, once again.
- August '08
Monday, November 3, 2008
Berges' Requiem for Raj's Maharashtrian Dream
(Raj and Berges - Protecting Maharashtra from the Scum of the Rest of India)(In response to Berges Malu)
When Raj came for the UP-ites,
I remained silent;
For I was not a UP-ite.
When He locked up the Biharis,
I remained silent;
For I was not a Bihari.
When He came for the Punjabis,
I did not speak out;
For I was not a Punjabi.
When He came for the Tribals,
I did not speak out;
For I was not a Tribal.
When He came for the Parsee.
I did not speak out;
For I was not a Parsee (not really, ref: Zoroaster)
When He came for the Muslims,
I remained silent;
For I was not a Muslim.
When He came for the Christians,
I remained silent;
For I was not a Christian .
When He came for the Muslims,
I remained silent;
For I was not a Muslim.
When He came for the Democratic Lobby,
I remained silent;
For I was not of a Democratic Lobby.
When He came for the Social Reformers,
I remained silent;
For I was not a Social Reformer.
When He came for Me
there was no one left
to speak out for me.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A "leader's" words are not nearly as powerful as the actions they compel of their followers and the excuses they serve as for those who act on them. As a leader, the burden of responsibility, falls on he who utters the words, and should he utter them in hate, vengeance, retribution and violence, he and all his kind shall be damned to a future set against their so-called pure intentions. Anarchy breeds injustice and apathy. It breeds dissent from the oppressed and eventually those who oppress because in a world of "US vs. THEM", we are all alone and everyone a stranger.
The ends, even when they seem to justify the means, are meaningless; for all the purity they supposedly propose gets corrupted. Its easy to label any undesirable group of people with a generalised pejorative. It makes the work of a "political critic" rather convenient . After all, it is so much easier to seem benevolent when you assure your followers that the enemy is stupid. Ironically, when intelligence breeds anarchy it is not surprising that stupidity alone stands for justice.
The sad part here is Mr. Malu, you're suppose to be the intelligent one.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
P.S.-
My apologies for betraying Godwin's Law.
I personally don't give a shit one way or the other.
In a globalised world, I know there are people with views like yours ready and willing to chuck YOU out from wherever YOU may desire to be for just as rationalised reasons as Mr. Thackerays. Everyone gets their comeuppance.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
Will Dylan Live?
For the last couple of weeks (through my illness and beyond) i have been obsessed with my play on the Shadow of Bob Dylan through the '60s onwards. I have devoured Dylan's 1962 album - Folksinger's Choice and have been playing his 1963-1972 albums (Bob Dylan, The Freewheelin' Bob Dylan, The Times They Are-a Chanin', Another Side of Bob Dylan, Bringing It All Back Home, Highway 61 Revisited, Blonde on Blonde, John Wesley Harding, Nashville Skyline, Self Portrait, New Morning, Pat Garret & Billy the Kid and the Bootleg Tapes).
I have found myself begging to gods of word and speech to bestow on me the eloquence I feel my characters imbibe inside my imagination. After an unsatisfying first draft, I am nearly convinced I need to burn it and claw my eyes out for not creating what my mind's eye can see so clearly. Far too many and too insignificant details plague my conscience; the acting, the nuances of speech, the "existentialist" thread and the juggling of a passion with a passionate commitment to work and friends. Time is of the essence and its existence wanes a prelude to disaster of creation.
I still scribble away on my 4 year old rose hard bound notebook, long since discarded in favor of the PC/Lappy but once again a dynamic partner in the quest to create entire worlds out of ink and turbulence. Voice overs and stage directions seem ever so pertinent and the dialogues limited position a challenge that i must over come. But as much as I may try to convince myself or disclose to Ezra, this isn't really Dylan's story. I don't know his story. I don't think even he does. But I do know his impact on my friends and my life. His words, yodels and scratchings which reverberate memories deep inside our hearts and flare up nostalgia in the sound of a note, only to remind us of our many lessons.
I create a character only for the audience to feel themselves as Bob Dylan. His gravity and their orbit on a collision course with their ambitions and dreams. I'm sure I'm goin' to crash and burn. I just wanted to go out with a bang!
I have found myself begging to gods of word and speech to bestow on me the eloquence I feel my characters imbibe inside my imagination. After an unsatisfying first draft, I am nearly convinced I need to burn it and claw my eyes out for not creating what my mind's eye can see so clearly. Far too many and too insignificant details plague my conscience; the acting, the nuances of speech, the "existentialist" thread and the juggling of a passion with a passionate commitment to work and friends. Time is of the essence and its existence wanes a prelude to disaster of creation.
I still scribble away on my 4 year old rose hard bound notebook, long since discarded in favor of the PC/Lappy but once again a dynamic partner in the quest to create entire worlds out of ink and turbulence. Voice overs and stage directions seem ever so pertinent and the dialogues limited position a challenge that i must over come. But as much as I may try to convince myself or disclose to Ezra, this isn't really Dylan's story. I don't know his story. I don't think even he does. But I do know his impact on my friends and my life. His words, yodels and scratchings which reverberate memories deep inside our hearts and flare up nostalgia in the sound of a note, only to remind us of our many lessons.
I create a character only for the audience to feel themselves as Bob Dylan. His gravity and their orbit on a collision course with their ambitions and dreams. I'm sure I'm goin' to crash and burn. I just wanted to go out with a bang!
An Explaination
The last month saw only college related items being featured. This is because I've been writing stuff for CampusJunkie.com and these were a few of my submissions. My mind has been only on this work and other college activities leaving little incliation for other work.
For this month, I hope to write more on a eveything I can. Like suggested at the begginig of this month, I'm looking to open myself up. I hope I have an audience when I do.
Hang around.
For this month, I hope to write more on a eveything I can. Like suggested at the begginig of this month, I'm looking to open myself up. I hope I have an audience when I do.
Hang around.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Lessons for College Politics
With rumors of reformed Student Governance hovering like a flying pink elephant in the room it’s about time we looked at the world and took some lessons to heart. Unlike India where a myriad of idiotic…I mean ideological views prosper in party guises, the US is a simpleton with a mere two party system; the Democrats (DNC) and the Republicans (GOP). Within their two extremes the last 232 years have witnessed the trial and error outcome of a world super power. It is important to look at their plight and learn whatever lessons we can for our own electoral future.
This year the US witnesses DNC’s Barack Obama and the GOP’s John McCain going head to head. With diverse and rich political portfolios behind them, both candidates have an air of regency. This has obviously left the US divided (as most elections tend to do) with respect to who they think is better fit to run the country.
The first African-American presidential nominee, Sen. Obama is youthful and energetic. His campaign reigned victorious by securing a party nomination against the Woman-Who-Was-Wankered-With - Ms. Bill Clinton or to be more PC, Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton. With his wistful charisma and down-to-earth centrist liberal views Obama is a surefire hero of the middle-class, environmental liberals and the intellectual thinker.
In the other corner rests the uncontested war-hero and survivor of a Vietnamese POW camp - Sen. John McCain. He is backed by an unblemished naval and political career with specialties in foreign affairs and domestic finance. An old horse with a solid plan for the future, his down to earth rhetoric and assertive views on tough issues have made him a favorite with the political right, the corporate highs and the Humvee lows.
And this is where their fairy tale ends.
As is true with much of any political campaigning the idea that “what you see is what you get” is far from real. The politics of perception plays a much higher role in confirming or denying anybody, anything in the political world; be it India or the United States. The image factor is exactly what keeps the millions of common voters shuffling away voting their minds (or at least an adequate reflection of the image). With the slogan of “A Change You Can Believe In”, Obama is all rhetoric and no show when it comes to being the moderate centrist he is projected to be as is evident on his non-committal views in his agenda. And McCain is no better (“A Leader You Can Believe In”…plagiarizing anyone?), for underlying his most ‘American’ views are curious questions of campaign financing and lobbyist control.
In all, neither candidate can really be assured to deliver on the American promise. But what we can learn instead – as voters, as leaders and most importantly as citizens is that mere projection does not make a leader but their underlying principals and the results they produce. So as I bring this projection back home, let us not forget that when we step into a voting booth (be it college or other) our standards should be as high as the results we analyze and expect them on. Nothing less would ever do.
This year the US witnesses DNC’s Barack Obama and the GOP’s John McCain going head to head. With diverse and rich political portfolios behind them, both candidates have an air of regency. This has obviously left the US divided (as most elections tend to do) with respect to who they think is better fit to run the country.
The first African-American presidential nominee, Sen. Obama is youthful and energetic. His campaign reigned victorious by securing a party nomination against the Woman-Who-Was-Wankered-With - Ms. Bill Clinton or to be more PC, Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton. With his wistful charisma and down-to-earth centrist liberal views Obama is a surefire hero of the middle-class, environmental liberals and the intellectual thinker.
In the other corner rests the uncontested war-hero and survivor of a Vietnamese POW camp - Sen. John McCain. He is backed by an unblemished naval and political career with specialties in foreign affairs and domestic finance. An old horse with a solid plan for the future, his down to earth rhetoric and assertive views on tough issues have made him a favorite with the political right, the corporate highs and the Humvee lows.
And this is where their fairy tale ends.
As is true with much of any political campaigning the idea that “what you see is what you get” is far from real. The politics of perception plays a much higher role in confirming or denying anybody, anything in the political world; be it India or the United States. The image factor is exactly what keeps the millions of common voters shuffling away voting their minds (or at least an adequate reflection of the image). With the slogan of “A Change You Can Believe In”, Obama is all rhetoric and no show when it comes to being the moderate centrist he is projected to be as is evident on his non-committal views in his agenda. And McCain is no better (“A Leader You Can Believe In”…plagiarizing anyone?), for underlying his most ‘American’ views are curious questions of campaign financing and lobbyist control.
In all, neither candidate can really be assured to deliver on the American promise. But what we can learn instead – as voters, as leaders and most importantly as citizens is that mere projection does not make a leader but their underlying principals and the results they produce. So as I bring this projection back home, let us not forget that when we step into a voting booth (be it college or other) our standards should be as high as the results we analyze and expect them on. Nothing less would ever do.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Freaky College Creatures
As long as there has been civilization there have been outcasts. And this is especially true of college civilizations (well apart from the fact that they’re hardly civil). From the mighty Highness’ of College Beauty Queens and the Mighty Lords of the Last Benches to Their Excellency the OC/OG/Committee Heads and Royalist NSS Aficionados, there has always been a distinct divide between acceptable social groups and the rest. For if you’re not in them you’re unacceptable. But can anyone honestly say that they will be happy as an air-head-bimbo or a fierce College Nationalist?
Such questions only bitter experience can answer but amidst these ridiculous extremes (yes, indeed they’re all very ridiculous) there emerges many a fringe groups that fret away with their own doings with their own kinds. They scamper along corridors in small packs so as to avoid their natural predators – the ‘popular’ lot. They leave behind an unnatural stench of fear and superiority. Talking in Ancient Geek at times and esoteric slang at others; it’s not entirely clear how they will ever survive in the real world. They form the natural ecosystem of the college environment…like sea anemones…don’t know what those are? My point exactly!
Firstly, we peek into the odd smelling trails of Neo-Witches and Wizards (better known as Wiccans). They’re notably littered with splotches and smatterings of spells and samples from the biology lab (Eye of newt? Anyone?) Dressed in buttoned down attire, they adorn themselves with voodoo accessories (bargain buys at Causeway, just so you know) and talk of Pagan tattoos they have which enhances they’re power. Of course, the tattoos can never be seen; they are in far to ‘private’ a place (like they’re imagination I figure). They speak of attaining distant powers that Lovecraft couldn’t have fathomed. They make the gibberish in Hell-Boy almost sane.
Their not so distant cousins are similarly found only half a bench and several IQ points away under a dark and brooding shadow of…wait for it…GOTH! They not only exemplify the perfect mix of depression and ignorance they also give a whole new bend to the philosophy of nihilism…don’t know what that is? Don’t worry, neither do they really. The brand of nothingness weighs heavily on them…lucky for us that’s about as much as they are of a threat.
The other fringe groups to watch out for are quite a revolting combination of all the above. Depressed, angry and with an interest in concoctions that would put homemade bomb-makers to shame – yes, the anarchists. Fortunately for we know that most of this bunch never attend class and are most likely in jail cells or dead. Only in an extreme cases do they even come to college and when they do you are assured a fireworks display. Another reason to not attend I say.
So as you transverse the halls of the college henceforth, remember that such creatures exist all around you; either in disguise or plotting at home. At the end of the day, it’s not likely that the fringes of a civilization be civilized, now is it?
Such questions only bitter experience can answer but amidst these ridiculous extremes (yes, indeed they’re all very ridiculous) there emerges many a fringe groups that fret away with their own doings with their own kinds. They scamper along corridors in small packs so as to avoid their natural predators – the ‘popular’ lot. They leave behind an unnatural stench of fear and superiority. Talking in Ancient Geek at times and esoteric slang at others; it’s not entirely clear how they will ever survive in the real world. They form the natural ecosystem of the college environment…like sea anemones…don’t know what those are? My point exactly!
Firstly, we peek into the odd smelling trails of Neo-Witches and Wizards (better known as Wiccans). They’re notably littered with splotches and smatterings of spells and samples from the biology lab (Eye of newt? Anyone?) Dressed in buttoned down attire, they adorn themselves with voodoo accessories (bargain buys at Causeway, just so you know) and talk of Pagan tattoos they have which enhances they’re power. Of course, the tattoos can never be seen; they are in far to ‘private’ a place (like they’re imagination I figure). They speak of attaining distant powers that Lovecraft couldn’t have fathomed. They make the gibberish in Hell-Boy almost sane.
Their not so distant cousins are similarly found only half a bench and several IQ points away under a dark and brooding shadow of…wait for it…GOTH! They not only exemplify the perfect mix of depression and ignorance they also give a whole new bend to the philosophy of nihilism…don’t know what that is? Don’t worry, neither do they really. The brand of nothingness weighs heavily on them…lucky for us that’s about as much as they are of a threat.
The other fringe groups to watch out for are quite a revolting combination of all the above. Depressed, angry and with an interest in concoctions that would put homemade bomb-makers to shame – yes, the anarchists. Fortunately for we know that most of this bunch never attend class and are most likely in jail cells or dead. Only in an extreme cases do they even come to college and when they do you are assured a fireworks display. Another reason to not attend I say.
So as you transverse the halls of the college henceforth, remember that such creatures exist all around you; either in disguise or plotting at home. At the end of the day, it’s not likely that the fringes of a civilization be civilized, now is it?
College Quota on Merit
The clock was ticking. So was Rajneesh’s pen. With limited time, negative marking and enough calculations to last a lifetime, every dotted answer was either one step closer or quarter step farther from his dream college – the IIMs. Stepping out of the exam hall, there was something unusual about Rajneesh’s face, it was unexpected and disconcerting to most examinees at his centre – it was a smile.
Commenting on his possible outcome in the November 2007 CAT exams, Rajneesh shrugged as he strolled out of the main gate, “Oh there was nothing to it, and with all the mocks I was well prepared. Two years of hard study have paid off; I can tell you this right now - I’m guaranteed a 99 percentile.” The smile never leaving his face he confidently set himself back preparing for the myriad XATs, MATs and all others out there.
Cut to six months later. The smile is gone and so is the promise of an IIM secured position. Rajneesh stands forlornly in the line to submit his application form in a not so satisfactory institute (well, nothing is satisfactory when your dream is IIM, right?) When questioned on his marks, he gives a defeated look and simply responds, “It’s the system. What can I say? I secured the required 99 percentile as I knew I would. I just don’t understand it. They say it’s an issue of insufficient seats. But that’s just bull-shit!” he forces on, clearly aggravated, “It’s because of the bloody OBC quotas! It’s all politics! Merit is dead!”
The youth’s concern towards the issue of quota seats has always been one of fury and discontentment but with rising global competitiveness and premier placements, it’s not hard to see how Rajneesh can so vehemently say that “Merit is DEAD!” This cry broke new ground when early last year a student made music video of Pentagram’s song ‘Voice’ (http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=aCgIdKt43Dk) was released online. It served as a tombstone on the idea of fairness and equity – not towards the minorities but towards the idea of an education system as anything but a meritocracy. The video fashioned on the issue of merit and the rising vote bank appeasement, with respect to quota system, displayed images of the student’s anti-quota marches in Delhi juxtaposed against the aspirations and achievements of a young student. The irony was palpable.
The government has responded to such concerns by promising more seats in new institutions but many consider it “too little too late”. These ‘promises’ are made under the guise of bringing about more ‘equitable’ opportunities for minorities but isn’t it forgotten that this unfair practice of reduced number of general seats (along with rising fees costs and lacking infrastructure) is inevitably driving students towards a certain sense of apathy in the system as a whole.
The day is not far when merit itself will become a minority and then we shall shake our heads with shame as we ponder…what percentile quota should we allot it?
Commenting on his possible outcome in the November 2007 CAT exams, Rajneesh shrugged as he strolled out of the main gate, “Oh there was nothing to it, and with all the mocks I was well prepared. Two years of hard study have paid off; I can tell you this right now - I’m guaranteed a 99 percentile.” The smile never leaving his face he confidently set himself back preparing for the myriad XATs, MATs and all others out there.
Cut to six months later. The smile is gone and so is the promise of an IIM secured position. Rajneesh stands forlornly in the line to submit his application form in a not so satisfactory institute (well, nothing is satisfactory when your dream is IIM, right?) When questioned on his marks, he gives a defeated look and simply responds, “It’s the system. What can I say? I secured the required 99 percentile as I knew I would. I just don’t understand it. They say it’s an issue of insufficient seats. But that’s just bull-shit!” he forces on, clearly aggravated, “It’s because of the bloody OBC quotas! It’s all politics! Merit is dead!”
The youth’s concern towards the issue of quota seats has always been one of fury and discontentment but with rising global competitiveness and premier placements, it’s not hard to see how Rajneesh can so vehemently say that “Merit is DEAD!” This cry broke new ground when early last year a student made music video of Pentagram’s song ‘Voice’ (http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=aCgIdKt43Dk) was released online. It served as a tombstone on the idea of fairness and equity – not towards the minorities but towards the idea of an education system as anything but a meritocracy. The video fashioned on the issue of merit and the rising vote bank appeasement, with respect to quota system, displayed images of the student’s anti-quota marches in Delhi juxtaposed against the aspirations and achievements of a young student. The irony was palpable.
The government has responded to such concerns by promising more seats in new institutions but many consider it “too little too late”. These ‘promises’ are made under the guise of bringing about more ‘equitable’ opportunities for minorities but isn’t it forgotten that this unfair practice of reduced number of general seats (along with rising fees costs and lacking infrastructure) is inevitably driving students towards a certain sense of apathy in the system as a whole.
The day is not far when merit itself will become a minority and then we shall shake our heads with shame as we ponder…what percentile quota should we allot it?
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Happy And Gay in College?
Anajali Menon (name changed) of SYBMM at K. C. College is having a tough year. The professors are always on her case with submissions, her project partners bitch about her behind her back, she has to commute from the suburbs to college and she’s recently realized that she is a lesbian.
Welcome college circa-2008, the stakes are higher and everything is on the line. And if that wasn’t enough, up is down and down is up, and everything isn’t all gay and happy in life anymore, or is it? The fact of homosexuality isn’t something that is exactly resting on the tongues (no pun intended) of college students in Mumbai. The phenomenon is ‘weird’ and ‘disgusting’ for some and the talk of American sit-coms and slap-stick humor for others. But what about the innocents caught in the middle? The slowly emerging population of the gay youth in urban colleges can’t be ignored. The question is which side of the fence are you on?
Anjali doesn’t realize it yet but most of her class-mates aren’t exactly ready for her coming out party. She is after all, the typical modern girl…always prepped in her best, hair stylishly trimmed and permed (depending on the raging fashion of the week), sporting the best in the Fashion street haute couture. Anjali is far removed from the typical neo-Goth men-hating image of lesbians that is stereotypically embedded in the minds of her colleagues and yes, even friends.
Anjali realized that she was a lesbian this summer when she travelled abroad to meet her cousin in San Francisco. An avid photographer and artist she quickly absorbed the New Renaissance of San Fran’s ever bursting art scene at the local neighborhood art galleries and photo exhibitions. There she met Kylie. When Bogart said, ”This could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship…” he had no idea what it would mean for his biggest fan, half-way around the world in an alien town discovering herself and a whole new type of friendship. Come June, Anjali had to come back to her second year in college but she bought along with her a better realization of her own sexuality. Compounded with the fears and frustration of truly being ‘herself’ in this pseudo-accepting society of a college.
Anjali’s story is not unique. It doesn’t take 18 years and a trip abroad for most youngsters to realize that they are a bit…different from the people around them. Attractions and reactions are not confined to the physics or chemistry laboratories anymore but are thriving and boiling concoctions inside each and every one of these individuals.
The same story can be seen in the case of Gavin Thappar (name changed) of Xavier College. The manly stud of the Christian stable, he is better known as the quiet unassuming boy of SYBSc who doesn’t talk much but all the chicks can’t stop talking about him. Unfortunately for him, he only has eyes for guys. But growing up in the backwater of Mulund taught him at a very early age on when to keep his mouth shut (again, no pun intended) about things like this. The social stigma of a repressive society has kept Gavin from truly ever connecting with anyone for fear of giving away his biggest secret…and fear.
We like to think that it’s been 28 years into the progressive boom of globalised India. We wear brands, talk slang and can quote Seinfeld (even if it out of context) with amazing ease. But something is amiss. The social realizations that come with developing your own levels of acceptance and tolerance have very quickly been circumvented in our society. From a time in history when homosexuals were an accepted part of the cultural ethos we find ourselves in the ultra conservative grips of politically and religiously charged intolerance. And Anjali and Gavin are the innocent bystanders in this torrent of hate.
The stereotypes that we judge others by (or schemas as the POA textbook says in SYBA) have withered down to the most negative and destructive patterns. We have not only adapted the cultural affluence of Western society but also its social effluence. The entire American society (or at least those in the liberal North) was appalled and sickened when a high-school boy was tied and dragged by his class mates through the rocky country roads behind an SUV for being gay. He was then bound to a tree, as he begged for his life and stoned by grade school boys all the while being called derogatory terms (as if the rocks weren’t enough) like “Faggot!” and “Queer!”.
How far are we from that America that we have so adeptly learnt to imitate? Well if the current scenario is anything to go by, not so much. If representatives of a certain political party (Ref: Hitler’s SS) in one of the most modern cities like Mumbai can take it upon itself to ‘cleanse’ immoral behavior on Valentine’s Day (that too for straight couples) using violence and at times antiquated law, how safe do you think are Anjali and Shiamak? How safe are you?
Well, they will stay hidden in plain sight. Playing by the rules and at times suffering along with the consequences. Until perhaps one of them will take it upon him/her self to challenge the status quo and make society confront its real face. Or better yet why don’t YOU, I…all of us do everybody a favor and do it ourselves?
Welcome college circa-2008, the stakes are higher and everything is on the line. And if that wasn’t enough, up is down and down is up, and everything isn’t all gay and happy in life anymore, or is it? The fact of homosexuality isn’t something that is exactly resting on the tongues (no pun intended) of college students in Mumbai. The phenomenon is ‘weird’ and ‘disgusting’ for some and the talk of American sit-coms and slap-stick humor for others. But what about the innocents caught in the middle? The slowly emerging population of the gay youth in urban colleges can’t be ignored. The question is which side of the fence are you on?
Anjali doesn’t realize it yet but most of her class-mates aren’t exactly ready for her coming out party. She is after all, the typical modern girl…always prepped in her best, hair stylishly trimmed and permed (depending on the raging fashion of the week), sporting the best in the Fashion street haute couture. Anjali is far removed from the typical neo-Goth men-hating image of lesbians that is stereotypically embedded in the minds of her colleagues and yes, even friends.
Anjali realized that she was a lesbian this summer when she travelled abroad to meet her cousin in San Francisco. An avid photographer and artist she quickly absorbed the New Renaissance of San Fran’s ever bursting art scene at the local neighborhood art galleries and photo exhibitions. There she met Kylie. When Bogart said, ”This could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship…” he had no idea what it would mean for his biggest fan, half-way around the world in an alien town discovering herself and a whole new type of friendship. Come June, Anjali had to come back to her second year in college but she bought along with her a better realization of her own sexuality. Compounded with the fears and frustration of truly being ‘herself’ in this pseudo-accepting society of a college.
Anjali’s story is not unique. It doesn’t take 18 years and a trip abroad for most youngsters to realize that they are a bit…different from the people around them. Attractions and reactions are not confined to the physics or chemistry laboratories anymore but are thriving and boiling concoctions inside each and every one of these individuals.
The same story can be seen in the case of Gavin Thappar (name changed) of Xavier College. The manly stud of the Christian stable, he is better known as the quiet unassuming boy of SYBSc who doesn’t talk much but all the chicks can’t stop talking about him. Unfortunately for him, he only has eyes for guys. But growing up in the backwater of Mulund taught him at a very early age on when to keep his mouth shut (again, no pun intended) about things like this. The social stigma of a repressive society has kept Gavin from truly ever connecting with anyone for fear of giving away his biggest secret…and fear.
We like to think that it’s been 28 years into the progressive boom of globalised India. We wear brands, talk slang and can quote Seinfeld (even if it out of context) with amazing ease. But something is amiss. The social realizations that come with developing your own levels of acceptance and tolerance have very quickly been circumvented in our society. From a time in history when homosexuals were an accepted part of the cultural ethos we find ourselves in the ultra conservative grips of politically and religiously charged intolerance. And Anjali and Gavin are the innocent bystanders in this torrent of hate.
The stereotypes that we judge others by (or schemas as the POA textbook says in SYBA) have withered down to the most negative and destructive patterns. We have not only adapted the cultural affluence of Western society but also its social effluence. The entire American society (or at least those in the liberal North) was appalled and sickened when a high-school boy was tied and dragged by his class mates through the rocky country roads behind an SUV for being gay. He was then bound to a tree, as he begged for his life and stoned by grade school boys all the while being called derogatory terms (as if the rocks weren’t enough) like “Faggot!” and “Queer!”.
How far are we from that America that we have so adeptly learnt to imitate? Well if the current scenario is anything to go by, not so much. If representatives of a certain political party (Ref: Hitler’s SS) in one of the most modern cities like Mumbai can take it upon itself to ‘cleanse’ immoral behavior on Valentine’s Day (that too for straight couples) using violence and at times antiquated law, how safe do you think are Anjali and Shiamak? How safe are you?
Well, they will stay hidden in plain sight. Playing by the rules and at times suffering along with the consequences. Until perhaps one of them will take it upon him/her self to challenge the status quo and make society confront its real face. Or better yet why don’t YOU, I…all of us do everybody a favor and do it ourselves?
Monday, August 11, 2008
College Budget Dating
So you finally made it. The drudgery, frustration and boredom of college has finally paid off…you have a date! But here begins a whole new line of annoyances…where to go? What to do? And most importantly, who will pay? Especially when you’re strung out on daddy’s purse-strings and he just refuses to play his part as the ATM. Well, don’t worry because CJ has the answer for all you “cheap dates” who can’t afford to be “cheap on a date”. Here is an easy guide on how to unravel her G-String without loosening your purse strings!
Well it’s not easy envisioning a nice romantic date with the girl of your dreams (Ref: Any chick who says ‘Yes’) on a college student’s budget but don’t despair. It’s important to understand the ground rules as far as college dating is concerned. First and foremost, who pays? The progressive modern school of thought (Ref: “I got no money” School of thought.) in dating etiquette says that guys and gals are equals, so they go Dutch on all dates…BULL CRAP!! No such thing fellas, you know what they say about “no-free-lunches”, right? The same rule applies in dating.
A recent survey on Gender and Dating Expectations showed that (1) Most dudes expect to pay for the date and (2) Most chicks expect ALL guys to pay for the date; the only exception being when the chick asks the guy out (so that’s basically, NEVER!). Clearly there is a significant double standard as far as dating goes but considering what’s at stake here, who can really be surprised?
The trick of bearing the moolah burden along with the task of maintaining the suave cool guy image is not an easy one. If college canteens don’t bankrupt you then the expectations on any date surely will. The sleight of hand illusion requires that you don’t give yourself away as a cheap-o but more of a rustic non-materialistic rebel who can make even the simplest things in life seem magical and fun…this is no easy task but it can be done.
The Art of War says that, “the environment is a warrior’s greatest ally”…or something like that…the point being that the wonder of Mumbai is a money saving monster for cheap-o daters. For most students in the South Bombay ring the urban beauty of Marine Drive can always guarantee you the next date you’re fishing for. Stroll down from NCPA towards Wilson College while sharing intimate personal history and a five rupee cone of nuts. Look forlornly, like a old black and white hero, regretfully commenting on the horrendous architectural monstrosities (conveniently including the priciest bars and restaurants) that have defaced the sea face from what it once was, all the while subtly indicating that maybe it would be “oh so romantic” if you both just sit facing the sea holding each other’s hand (keep your focus on getting the next date).
Eventually you could even end up at one of the (so-called) beaches that are littered (literally) down South and gently splash about in the shallow waves (watch the eyes!!). If you’re lucky you might just be the first guy to start a “wet t-shirt” contest in Bombay! Munch on delicate (on the pocket) snacks like bhel-puri and chat, telling her all the while how, “Down to earth!” she is and looks so much better juxtaposed to the natural environment as compared to the stuffy indoors of an artificial mall!
Another great way of having a super awesome cheap-o date is by simply paying attention to the bulletins in the Art and Culture Section of your news paper. The number of free (and seemingly intellectual) activities is never at a loss when you’re in Bombay. Take her out to Jehangir Art Gallery and display how much of an art buff you are, admire the canvases with adjectives that are meant only for her. Talk about your love of art and culture, display with great reservation how the artist has missed this stroke or over done the highlighting there. All of this at an unknown painters expense! Could things get any cheaper?
And for those of you with a Vodafone connection, don’t forget that on Tuesdays you are king and maha-rajah for there is a 50% discount on movie tickets at all major theaters under the Vodafone Tuesdays scheme, so why not splurge once in the week and live on the image of a generous benefactor for a few more days. Other than that don’t miss out on the student’s discount at Prithvi Theater when all tickets must go at 50 bucks a pop (just bring your ID card at time of purchase). What more could you ask for?
Of course, other than the cash factor the rest is totally up to you. Taking the obstacle of the purse strings out of the way is done, so there is a clear stretch of running space for you all the way to the Holy Grail; if only you don’t stumble, stutter and stall! There is no way even I can make a screwed up personality appealing (or can I???). Stay connected to this section for more miracles!
Well it’s not easy envisioning a nice romantic date with the girl of your dreams (Ref: Any chick who says ‘Yes’) on a college student’s budget but don’t despair. It’s important to understand the ground rules as far as college dating is concerned. First and foremost, who pays? The progressive modern school of thought (Ref: “I got no money” School of thought.) in dating etiquette says that guys and gals are equals, so they go Dutch on all dates…BULL CRAP!! No such thing fellas, you know what they say about “no-free-lunches”, right? The same rule applies in dating.
A recent survey on Gender and Dating Expectations showed that (1) Most dudes expect to pay for the date and (2) Most chicks expect ALL guys to pay for the date; the only exception being when the chick asks the guy out (so that’s basically, NEVER!). Clearly there is a significant double standard as far as dating goes but considering what’s at stake here, who can really be surprised?
The trick of bearing the moolah burden along with the task of maintaining the suave cool guy image is not an easy one. If college canteens don’t bankrupt you then the expectations on any date surely will. The sleight of hand illusion requires that you don’t give yourself away as a cheap-o but more of a rustic non-materialistic rebel who can make even the simplest things in life seem magical and fun…this is no easy task but it can be done.
The Art of War says that, “the environment is a warrior’s greatest ally”…or something like that…the point being that the wonder of Mumbai is a money saving monster for cheap-o daters. For most students in the South Bombay ring the urban beauty of Marine Drive can always guarantee you the next date you’re fishing for. Stroll down from NCPA towards Wilson College while sharing intimate personal history and a five rupee cone of nuts. Look forlornly, like a old black and white hero, regretfully commenting on the horrendous architectural monstrosities (conveniently including the priciest bars and restaurants) that have defaced the sea face from what it once was, all the while subtly indicating that maybe it would be “oh so romantic” if you both just sit facing the sea holding each other’s hand (keep your focus on getting the next date).
Eventually you could even end up at one of the (so-called) beaches that are littered (literally) down South and gently splash about in the shallow waves (watch the eyes!!). If you’re lucky you might just be the first guy to start a “wet t-shirt” contest in Bombay! Munch on delicate (on the pocket) snacks like bhel-puri and chat, telling her all the while how, “Down to earth!” she is and looks so much better juxtaposed to the natural environment as compared to the stuffy indoors of an artificial mall!
Another great way of having a super awesome cheap-o date is by simply paying attention to the bulletins in the Art and Culture Section of your news paper. The number of free (and seemingly intellectual) activities is never at a loss when you’re in Bombay. Take her out to Jehangir Art Gallery and display how much of an art buff you are, admire the canvases with adjectives that are meant only for her. Talk about your love of art and culture, display with great reservation how the artist has missed this stroke or over done the highlighting there. All of this at an unknown painters expense! Could things get any cheaper?
And for those of you with a Vodafone connection, don’t forget that on Tuesdays you are king and maha-rajah for there is a 50% discount on movie tickets at all major theaters under the Vodafone Tuesdays scheme, so why not splurge once in the week and live on the image of a generous benefactor for a few more days. Other than that don’t miss out on the student’s discount at Prithvi Theater when all tickets must go at 50 bucks a pop (just bring your ID card at time of purchase). What more could you ask for?
Of course, other than the cash factor the rest is totally up to you. Taking the obstacle of the purse strings out of the way is done, so there is a clear stretch of running space for you all the way to the Holy Grail; if only you don’t stumble, stutter and stall! There is no way even I can make a screwed up personality appealing (or can I???). Stay connected to this section for more miracles!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
College Mythos
The arena is set, the crowd is restless and the warriors of this ravenous rumble are thrashing against the gates…seems like the movie ‘Gladiator’, no? But probably with more swearing. Yes. This is your life for the next 3 (or 4 for you Engg. Suckers!) years. Life at its most raw and you are bang in the middle of it. It’s called college. Flip through those high school pages one last time, the absent-minded doodles meshed against vulgarity driven pen art…the beginnings of comic book legends.
It isn’t hard to imagine a young nerdy Bob Kane (Ref: Batman), a pimple stricken Stan Lee (Ref: Spiderman, Daredevil) or scary teen Frank Miller (Ref: Sin City, 300) doodling away in the most outcast of manners, making their beginnings into a new age mythology in the back of trigonometry notebooks. Here you are, greasy palmed, nervous and excited at the gates of Val Halla Colleg-seum awaiting your own exciting adventures.
But be warned, here lurks greater evil than the Mandarin from Iron Man or the Green Goblin from Spiderman. There are Department Coordinators, Vice-Principals, Registrars, Principals and even rare evil eyed Peons to duck as you make your way through the labyrinths of your college years. There is good and evil here, yet there is no right or wrong, there is light and darkness here, yet all the light switches turn on only fans. The mystery of these transient hall ways is like the Minotaur’s Maze and you are Sinbad (or any other cooler superhero you can think of) just trying to make it past the ringing bell of the last period just to redo this Sisyphus task the next week, the next month, the next few years!!
As frightening as it may sound, it is not beyond hope or humor. ‘With great powers comes great responsibility,’ as Old Uncle Ben use to say and so does here with great peril comes great opportunity to kick some administrative backsides and have a damn good time doing it. Here are the basics of this new Comix Bux Redux of the Kollege Mythos that you need to be in on.
1) The Bad-guys: One wrong word or one slight misstep in the social hierarchy of administration or ‘friend’ circle and consider yourself Bulls-Eyed and this time there is no Daredevil to save you! Avoid any direct academic responsibility, ‘NO means NO’, even if it is to a Prof, you just need a good enough excuse to get out of schmuck work like copying notes or taking attendance, fortunately you’ll have a stock of those ready by the time your through with this site.
2) The Allies: This ain’t no Justice League. Loyalties switch with the flip of a coin (Two-Face anyone?). The trick is to be ambivalent and non-committal regardless of whom you’re talking to. The Profs want you to be toppers and your peers expect you to have a pair and rebel. But Holy Jumpin' Jacks Batman! Why not play to your strengths and network. There will always be someone down and out and what better time than to do a little rescuing yourself, who knows you might wrangle in a Maiden in distress or a Stud put out to graze ;-)
3) The Relationships: So what if Robin leaves batman to become Nightwing? So what if Superboy moves to a different city with questionable proclivities in his dating habits? So what if your strongest ally turns out to be an oozing alien calling himself Venom or Carnage? Relationships are important. Earn trust and have trust (but don’t be a dumbass about it). You’ll find the years here breeze thorough and what more, you might even long for coming back!
4) The Education: If you actually think you’ll get any of that done here…what the hell were you smoking?!! But in all seriousness…can I have a drag too??
So yeah, there’s not much to be said in terms of preparation. Each comic story is different and your powers are your own. But so long as you’ve got mischief in your head and a sarcastic tongue, no amount of Kryptonite (Ref: Studies, Profs, Aghhhh) can keep you down.
So, up, up and away! Whoa! Thud!
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Time For A Change
For too long, I have masqueraded under a guise of depressive melancholic nostalgia and a dark sinister fascination with all things Dantesque (even if in my own twisted way). Suffice to say, I'm little better for it, but many other things have saved me from depression regardless. It is with that realisation that I'm opening myself up here. All of me. Not a compartment or crevice but the whole colossus that I am.
I have always believed that writing is my saviour and so I shall be saved. Even if it is in my overly dramatized rhetoric. Well this is me, inside my head. Take it or leave it. There will be moments of brilliance and moments of utter stupidity. I will offend and befriend many and all. I will not care. And I will be desperate too. In short I will be. Why?
Nearly living again would do that to you. I remain at this same page with a new vigor.
I am still reaching Purgatoria.
I am still preparing myself.
I am starting to have fun.
I am once again living.
I have always believed that writing is my saviour and so I shall be saved. Even if it is in my overly dramatized rhetoric. Well this is me, inside my head. Take it or leave it. There will be moments of brilliance and moments of utter stupidity. I will offend and befriend many and all. I will not care. And I will be desperate too. In short I will be. Why?
Nearly living again would do that to you. I remain at this same page with a new vigor.
I am still reaching Purgatoria.
I am still preparing myself.
I am starting to have fun.
I am once again living.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Strange Messenger
The shore seemed to go on for miles. Forming an incomprehensible arc racing past possible vision and depth. The seagulls banked into it flying out of sight leaving a vague sense of infinite horizons in their wake.
The short trimmed mangroves of the coast a pleasant contrast for the eye as the brown, blue, green and gray melded into one, the mosaic in the evening light readying itself for the coming night. Suddenly something was heard rattling against the rocks sonorous in its cries for attention, it’s sound intrusive in the calm atmosphere, demanding attention.
A seagull flew low over the rocks attempting a closer look and set down over near the THING, something the likes of which he’d never seen, it tapered at one end, bloated at the other and lest his eyes deceive him…it was completely transparent. With a crooked head he tried to recognize this stranger, which he firmly believed to be the first soldier of an alien encroachment on his home.
“Is it a being or a thing?” he thought, “a being”, he decided. It seemed trapped and hurt. Scars searing down its side through a patch of its skin that was different from the rest, colorful, course and detailed, ”it’s a female of some alien species”, thought the seagull.
He tried communicating with her in the most basic of shrieks but failed. Dubbing the CREATURE injured he tried to assist it onto the sand but while approaching closer he saw something inside the CREATURE. It seemed frail and tender. Like a rolled up leaf, it was snugly fit into the female; brown, crisp and untouched by the water.
“So she’s pregnant!”, thought the seagull and apologetically backed off, flying away to fetch his female and to spread this message of joy.
The short trimmed mangroves of the coast a pleasant contrast for the eye as the brown, blue, green and gray melded into one, the mosaic in the evening light readying itself for the coming night. Suddenly something was heard rattling against the rocks sonorous in its cries for attention, it’s sound intrusive in the calm atmosphere, demanding attention.
A seagull flew low over the rocks attempting a closer look and set down over near the THING, something the likes of which he’d never seen, it tapered at one end, bloated at the other and lest his eyes deceive him…it was completely transparent. With a crooked head he tried to recognize this stranger, which he firmly believed to be the first soldier of an alien encroachment on his home.
“Is it a being or a thing?” he thought, “a being”, he decided. It seemed trapped and hurt. Scars searing down its side through a patch of its skin that was different from the rest, colorful, course and detailed, ”it’s a female of some alien species”, thought the seagull.
He tried communicating with her in the most basic of shrieks but failed. Dubbing the CREATURE injured he tried to assist it onto the sand but while approaching closer he saw something inside the CREATURE. It seemed frail and tender. Like a rolled up leaf, it was snugly fit into the female; brown, crisp and untouched by the water.
“So she’s pregnant!”, thought the seagull and apologetically backed off, flying away to fetch his female and to spread this message of joy.
Monday, July 28, 2008
A Message
Something creaked. She hoped it was the door, her bones knew better. The wind rushed in as she squinted at her unexpected visitor.
“Mrs. Ghosh?” the silhouette said unintelligibly with a blood red “paan” filled mouth.
Receiving a gentle nod of affirmation the ‘postman’ thrust a letter in her hand, jabbing her with a pen to sign for it.
No hello. No goodbye. No acknowledgement.
The door closed without a creak, making her cringe at the realization. The letter felt stiff, worn and battered after its journey, something the old woman couldn’t allow herself to relate with. She flipped it over, bringing it closer to her face, reading the post-mark – “KOLKATA”.
Expectation and hope kicked in – ‘bloody mutinous allies’, she thought. She placed the letter on the table and eased into her chair, momentarily feeling relaxed before being drawn into hope again. She cursed herself and her instinct to nurse such ideas of optimism.
“Hope once released is an impossible force to ensnare,’ she promulgated to no-one, ‘like youth’, she added ‘only far more deceptive’.
She wanted tea.
She needed tea.
It would help her think.
Bobbing the tea bag in the hot water she looked at the letter from across the hall, imagining the usual transcribed invectives in brightly colored flattery that were awaiting her.
Greed. Loss. Contempt.
She didn’t need that.
She didn’t need them.
She sipped her tea and walked determinately to the table and tore the letter in four, feeling a slight sting, pausing, thinking of guilt and finally dropping the pieces in the trash.
As she smugly stirred her tea, a drop of color fell from her fingers into her light brown serenity. She suddenly stumbled to pick up the pieces, putting together her only photograph of her first great grand daughter.
“Mrs. Ghosh?” the silhouette said unintelligibly with a blood red “paan” filled mouth.
Receiving a gentle nod of affirmation the ‘postman’ thrust a letter in her hand, jabbing her with a pen to sign for it.
No hello. No goodbye. No acknowledgement.
The door closed without a creak, making her cringe at the realization. The letter felt stiff, worn and battered after its journey, something the old woman couldn’t allow herself to relate with. She flipped it over, bringing it closer to her face, reading the post-mark – “KOLKATA”.
Expectation and hope kicked in – ‘bloody mutinous allies’, she thought. She placed the letter on the table and eased into her chair, momentarily feeling relaxed before being drawn into hope again. She cursed herself and her instinct to nurse such ideas of optimism.
“Hope once released is an impossible force to ensnare,’ she promulgated to no-one, ‘like youth’, she added ‘only far more deceptive’.
She wanted tea.
She needed tea.
It would help her think.
Bobbing the tea bag in the hot water she looked at the letter from across the hall, imagining the usual transcribed invectives in brightly colored flattery that were awaiting her.
Greed. Loss. Contempt.
She didn’t need that.
She didn’t need them.
She sipped her tea and walked determinately to the table and tore the letter in four, feeling a slight sting, pausing, thinking of guilt and finally dropping the pieces in the trash.
As she smugly stirred her tea, a drop of color fell from her fingers into her light brown serenity. She suddenly stumbled to pick up the pieces, putting together her only photograph of her first great grand daughter.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Ancient Iteration 4
For B.J.
just down the street
cross the bend
where the oval breaks
and broken men sit
where the aromas of morning
seep into the day,
across its coco-nutty shade
down deeper and deeper still
and thru the Eros' atrium
lies a crossing green and blue
and further still
down that very path
a french bistro
not so, but some still may think
a ripple runs thru
of barbed wire and congealed blood
chained linked
an abandonment of human soul
they direct others, not me
and through the labyrinth
of deceptive order
of books,
and wine,
and blood,
the tears of the intellect
asunder on the beach
washed in waves of apathy
arise! arise!
rage! rage!
see it swept in the tide
yes! this is the place
hope comes to die.
just down the street
cross the bend
where the oval breaks
and broken men sit
where the aromas of morning
seep into the day,
across its coco-nutty shade
down deeper and deeper still
and thru the Eros' atrium
lies a crossing green and blue
and further still
down that very path
a french bistro
not so, but some still may think
a ripple runs thru
of barbed wire and congealed blood
chained linked
an abandonment of human soul
they direct others, not me
and through the labyrinth
of deceptive order
of books,
and wine,
and blood,
the tears of the intellect
asunder on the beach
washed in waves of apathy
arise! arise!
rage! rage!
see it swept in the tide
yes! this is the place
hope comes to die.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
On Best Friends...
People walk around today calling everyone their best friend. The term doesn't have any real meaning anymore. Mere acquaintances are lavished with hugs and kisses upon a second or at most third meeting. Birthday cards get passed around offices so everybody can scribble a snippet of sentimentality for a colleague they've barely met. And everyone just loves everyone. As a result, when you tell somebody you love them today, it isn't much heard. I love you. You are my best friend.
I can't imagine going through life without you as my best friend.
- Alan Shore to Denny Crane, On Best Friends
Season 3 Episode 9, 26-27:20 (minutes)
Find someone. Say it.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Two Words...
An Excercise in Brevity -
Darker echoes,
Satiated sounds.
Barring freedom,
All abound.
No exchanging,
Intangible cost.
Giving hope,
Forever lost.
Free association,
Novel trend.
Empty conscious,
Only friend.
Asking questions,
Willingly deaf.
Answers cruel,
Belief cleft.
Lacking conclusion,
Losing faith.
Asking forgiveness,
Pity, grace.
Passing time,
Forget dismay.
Just words,
Two today.
Darker echoes,
Satiated sounds.
Barring freedom,
All abound.
No exchanging,
Intangible cost.
Giving hope,
Forever lost.
Free association,
Novel trend.
Empty conscious,
Only friend.
Asking questions,
Willingly deaf.
Answers cruel,
Belief cleft.
Lacking conclusion,
Losing faith.
Asking forgiveness,
Pity, grace.
Passing time,
Forget dismay.
Just words,
Two today.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Ancient Iteration 3
For A.A.
And you will scream,
Wailing in the dark nights.
With an eccentric vigour.
You will scream,
For the justice you knew,
Lies dead and decayed.
Time will bear witness,
Blind and ignorant,
Turned by whims,
Of wealth and deceit.
And you will scream,
To the endless nights,
Of sheer agony and pain.
In the knowledge,
That you know nothing.
And you will scream,
For colours to evade you.
The blood and filth,
Will permeate your existence,
Your pallor will speak,
Of your faces reflection.
And you will scream,
For nothing worth speaking,
Was ever gently said,
And nothing worth saying,
Was quietly heard.
And you will scream,
For the deaf ears of children,
Can yet still be broken in,
And the eye of the blind,
Be unveiled from their fear.
And you will scream,
For change is not coming,
And apathy is inscribed,
In every path of life.
Every player is a cheat,
And every cheat a player.
The teacher ignorant,
To their students passion dead.
And you will scream,
For you know all this,
And yet you will scream,
And do nothing.
And you will scream,
Wailing in the dark nights.
With an eccentric vigour.
You will scream,
For the justice you knew,
Lies dead and decayed.
Time will bear witness,
Blind and ignorant,
Turned by whims,
Of wealth and deceit.
And you will scream,
To the endless nights,
Of sheer agony and pain.
In the knowledge,
That you know nothing.
And you will scream,
For colours to evade you.
The blood and filth,
Will permeate your existence,
Your pallor will speak,
Of your faces reflection.
And you will scream,
For nothing worth speaking,
Was ever gently said,
And nothing worth saying,
Was quietly heard.
And you will scream,
For the deaf ears of children,
Can yet still be broken in,
And the eye of the blind,
Be unveiled from their fear.
And you will scream,
For change is not coming,
And apathy is inscribed,
In every path of life.
Every player is a cheat,
And every cheat a player.
The teacher ignorant,
To their students passion dead.
And you will scream,
For you know all this,
And yet you will scream,
And do nothing.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
